drop out?

uni is killing me..
its either trying to kill me or drive me mad..
i did badly in CA paper..
oh well.. kinda expected it..
ha.. i din even noe how to do a single question..
wrote some crap and handed in.. better than nvr write anything..
100% will fail.. haha..
i dun wanna remodule it..
CA has dependency in my next sem module..
so i will have to forward my next sem module also..

i dunno wat to do..
i think i will drop out bah..
im left with 3 choices..

1. Drop Out
2. Continue
3. Die

ha.. nah.. first thing first..
i will appeal for bioengine..
if unsuccessful.. i will maybe drop out..
den go find some private uni..
doubt i can continue..
i feel soo super useless..
nvr known uni life is so tough..
maybe nvr worked hard enuf?
its like i dun understand even if i sit down and stare and attempt at it for 2 hours..
-.- continue on i will really break down some day..

told my mum..
my mum says go uni mean theres hope for u to get a degree..
no go means no hope.. but while u are at it, no point making urself so stress until u go mad right?
if really cannot take it as a lesson and find something you love to do..
lucky i have a understanding mum.. love her lots..

haiz.. i dunno anymore..
studying supposed to be a happy thing?
its not making me happy..
its causing me to be so depressed..
nvr known that i can study till halfway break down and cry..
haha.. so frustrated..
nvm continue cramming..
even if nothing goes into my brain at least i made an effort....